{"id":6731,"date":"2020-04-07T16:11:33","date_gmt":"2020-04-07T13:11:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/?p=6731"},"modified":"2020-05-19T16:14:21","modified_gmt":"2020-05-19T13:14:21","slug":"en-sira-disi-seyler-en-siradan-zamanlarda-olur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/en-sira-disi-seyler-en-siradan-zamanlarda-olur\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;En s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u015feyler, en s\u0131radan zamanlarda olur.&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Victor&#8217;un att\u0131\u011f\u0131 tohumlar \u00c7amtepe&#8217;de ye\u015fermeye, \u00c7amtepe iyilik tohumlar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7maya devam ediyor&#8230; <\/h2>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote\"><p><em>Prof<\/em>.&nbsp;<em>Dr<\/em>.&nbsp;<em>Sinan Canan, \u00c7amtepe hikayesini yazd\u0131: &#8220;<\/em>Kaz Da\u011flar\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n eteklerinde, o tuhaf bi\u00e7imli binan\u0131n i\u00e7inde, hayat\u0131mdaki her \u015feyin nedenini \u00f6\u011frenebilece\u011fim hissine kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m derin bir deneyim ya\u015fad\u0131m. O zamandan bug\u00fcne kadar da hi\u00e7bir yerde oradaki kadar heyecanlanmad\u0131m.&#8221; <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>O yaz da \u00f6yle s\u0131radan bir yazd\u0131. 2007 y\u0131l\u0131 A\u011fustos ay\u0131. Ankara\u2019l\u0131 tatilcilerdik, her y\u0131l oldu\u011fu gibi. Alt\u0131noluk dolaylar\u0131nda her sene tatilimizi ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz yazl\u0131kta, neredeyse g\u00fcn a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 \u00e7evreyi geziyor, etraf\u0131 ke\u015ffetmeye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorduk. Nas\u0131l olduysa \u00fcniversiteden s\u0131n\u0131f arkada\u015f\u0131m G\u00fcne\u015fin ile haberle\u015ftik. &#8220;K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckkuyu\u2019day\u0131z&#8221; dedi. &#8220;\u0130n\u015faat\u0131m\u0131z var, bir okul in\u015fa ediyoruz&#8221; dedi. &#8220;Victor&#8221; dedi. &#8220;Tan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z&#8221; diye de ekledi. &#8220;Tamam&#8221; dedim; iyi ki de demi\u015fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn rotam\u0131z\u0131 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckkuyu\u2019ya \u00e7evirdik. Adatepeba\u015f\u0131 k\u00f6y\u00fc yolunda tarif edilen yeri biraz zor da olsa bulduk. G\u00fcne\u015fin kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 bizi. Biraz hasret giderdik. Sonra in\u015faat i\u015fleriyle u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 belli elbiseleriyle Victor geldi yan\u0131m\u0131za. \u0130lk kez tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. El s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. \u0130lk tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda g\u00f6zlerinden tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z insanlardan birisi. Bedeni yorgun ama g\u00f6zler engin ve dingin bir alem gibi, umutla parl\u0131yor. Ayak\u00fcst\u00fc anlatt\u0131 neler yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131. \u015ei\u015firmeden, abartmadan, b\u00f6b\u00fcrlenmeden, gayet do\u011fal, sanki mecburiyetten yap\u0131yormu\u015fcas\u0131na bahsettiler \u201cbir ya\u015fam merkezi\u201d hayallerinden. K\u0131sa bir muhabbetti. Tekrar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz diye kucakla\u015f\u0131p ayr\u0131ld\u0131k. \u015ea\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m; ama neye \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ok bilemedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"819\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-1-1-1024x819.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6787\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-1-1-1024x819.png 1024w, https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-1-1-300x240.png 300w, https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-1-1-768x614.png 768w, https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-1-1.png 2000w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption> <em><strong>Victor Ananias <\/strong><\/em><br>\u00c7amtepe Ekolojik Ya\u015fam K\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc Merkezi, <em> 2007<\/em>  <\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>En s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u015feyler, oldu\u011fu anda de\u011fil de sonradan g\u00f6sterirler, ne kadar s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 olduklar\u0131n\u0131&#8230; \u0130ki y\u0131l sonra G\u00fcne\u015fin beni aray\u0131p, \u201cYa\u015fam Okulu diye bir \u2018\u015fey\u2019 d\u00fczenleyece\u011fiz\u201d dedi. Ne oldu\u011funu o zaman bilmedi\u011fim bu habere \u201cne g\u00fczel!\u201d dedim. \u201cSen de anlatsana bir \u015feyler\u201d dedi. \u201cNe anlataca\u011f\u0131m?\u201d dedim. \u201cNe istersen\u201d dedi. \u201cPeki\u201d dedim. \u201c\u0130yi ki dedim\u201d diyece\u011fim \u015feylerden birisi oldu\u011funu bilmeden\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lk Ya\u015fam Okulu&#8217;na gitti\u011fimde, Bu\u011fday ekibi, elleriyle in\u015fa ettikleri \u00c7amtepe Ekolojik Ya\u015fam Merkezi\u2019ni \u00e7oktan bitirmi\u015fti. \u0130n\u015faat halinde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm o ilgin\u00e7 yap\u0131; Victor, G\u00fcne\u015fin ve g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fclerin elleriyle bir yuvaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00c7o\u011funu hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yirmi kadar insanla burada topland\u0131k. G\u00fcne\u015fin bana \u201cbeyin\u201d ve \u201ckaos\u201d konular\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nermi\u015fti anlatmam i\u00e7in. Kendimce bir haz\u0131rl\u0131k yapt\u0131m. Yapt\u0131m ama da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, bir \u201cYa\u015fam Okulu\u201dnda ne ba\u011flamda anlataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, bunlar\u0131 nereye ba\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 pek bilmeden gitmi\u015ftim oraya. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben anlat\u0131c\u0131lardan birisiydim. Benim d\u0131\u015f\u0131mda G\u00fcne\u015fin ile birlikte Mustafa Bak\u0131r, G\u00fcnnur Ba\u015far, \u00d6zcan Y\u00fcksek, G\u00fcven Eken, Tugay Ba\u015far ve di\u011ferleri de gelmi\u015fti. \u0130lk defa tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m onlarla. Be\u015f g\u00fcn boyunca Kaz Da\u011flar\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n eteklerinde, o tuhaf bi\u00e7imli binan\u0131n i\u00e7inde, hayat\u0131mdaki her \u015feyin nedenini \u00f6\u011frenebilece\u011fim hissine kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m derin bir deneyim ya\u015fad\u0131m. O zamandan bug\u00fcne kadar da hi\u00e7bir yerde oradaki kadar heyecanlanmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"819\" src=\"http:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-2-1024x819.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6788\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-2-1024x819.png 1024w, https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-2-300x240.png 300w, https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-2-768x614.png 768w, https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/Ads\u0131z-tasar\u0131m-2.png 2000w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><figcaption><strong style=\"font-style: italic;\">Sinan Canan <\/strong><br>\u00c7amtepe Ekolojik Ya\u015fam K\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fc Merkezi<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler, ya\u015fam d\u00f6ng\u00fcs\u00fc, fraktal bi\u00e7imler, permak\u00fclt\u00fcr, insan, do\u011fa ve di\u011fer pek \u00e7ok \u015fey hakk\u0131nda \u2018u\u00e7maya benzer\u2019 bir deneyimdi benim i\u00e7in. Anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan kat kat fazlas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim. Bug\u00fcn sa\u011fda solda ne anlat\u0131yorsam, hemen hepsinin tohumlar\u0131 i\u015fte o be\u015f g\u00fcnde topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc zihnimde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Victor da vard\u0131 o zaman. Ben bilmesem de, benimle ilk ve son Ya\u015fam Okulu idi onun. Victor Ananias birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra, tam benim do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcme \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn kala, aniden bu d\u00fcnyadan gidiverdi. Kendisi gitti ama, hayali ve vizyonu, hem \u00c7amtepe\u2019de, hem de hepimizin anlatt\u0131klar\u0131nda, okuduklar\u0131nda, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerinde bu g\u00fcne kadar nefes almaya, b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ve ya\u015famaya devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fam Okulu y\u0131llarca devam etti. \u00c7o\u011funda ben de vard\u0131m, elimden geldi\u011fince. Her seferi bir ba\u015fkayd\u0131. Her defas\u0131nda zihin ve g\u00f6n\u00fcl kap\u0131lar\u0131 biraz daha araland\u0131; \u015fu zihinsel zan karanl\u0131klar\u0131na biraz daha \u0131\u015f\u0131k, biraz daha umut s\u0131zd\u0131. Ben de ne yapay\u0131m; orada ne pi\u015ftiyse, y\u0131llard\u0131r onu &#8220;a\u00e7\u0131m&#8221; diyen herkese servis etmeyi i\u015f edindim kendime. Ondan evvel belki \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim; ama san\u0131r\u0131m en \u00e7ok orada \u201canlad\u0131m\u201d\u2026 En s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 i\u015fler, en beklenmeyen k\u0131l\u0131klarda \u00e7\u0131kar kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fam Okulu da \u00c7amtepe de \u00f6yleydi i\u015fte. Sadece benim hayat\u0131mda de\u011fil, dokundu\u011fu t\u00fcm insanlar\u0131n hayat\u0131nda fark yaratan bir beste gibidir oras\u0131. M\u00fczik devam ediyor. Bir kitab\u0131n\u0131 yazamad\u0131k, ne kadar \u00e7ok istediysek de. Eh, belki de bir saz semaisinin kitab\u0131 ne kadar yaz\u0131labilirse ancak o kadar olaca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, elimiz gitmedi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Belki yazar\u0131z; ama o beste devam ediyor. Kulak verebilenler i\u00e7in&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Yaz\u0131:<\/em><\/strong><em> Prof.&nbsp;Dr.&nbsp;Sinan Canan <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Victor&#8217;un att\u0131\u011f\u0131 tohumlar \u00c7amtepe&#8217;de ye\u015fermeye, \u00c7amtepe iyilik tohumlar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7maya devam ediyor&#8230; Prof.&nbsp;Dr.&nbsp;Sinan Canan, \u00c7amtepe hikayesini yazd\u0131: &#8220;Kaz Da\u011flar\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n eteklerinde, o tuhaf bi\u00e7imli binan\u0131n i\u00e7inde, hayat\u0131mdaki her \u015feyin nedenini \u00f6\u011frenebilece\u011fim hissine kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m derin bir deneyim ya\u015fad\u0131m&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":6732,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[544,480,541,248,542],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6731"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6731"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6731\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7083,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6731\/revisions\/7083"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6732"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6731"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6731"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6731"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}