{"id":206434,"date":"2021-06-15T00:00:37","date_gmt":"2021-06-14T21:00:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/?p=206434"},"modified":"2021-07-22T00:45:18","modified_gmt":"2021-07-21T21:45:18","slug":"bir-kusagi-victorun-dusleri-buyuttu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/bir-kusagi-victorun-dusleri-buyuttu\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Victor\u2019un d\u00fc\u015fleri b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Victor Ananias\u2019\u0131n aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n 10. y\u0131l\u0131 an\u0131s\u0131na dostlar\u0131, onu ve att\u0131\u011f\u0131 tohumlar\u0131 anlatmaya devam ediyor… Anal\u0131 Kuzulu \u0130nisiyatifi Kurucusu Ye\u015fin Aydemir yazd\u0131: \u201cYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7a\u011fda en \u00e7ok Victor gibilere ihtiya\u00e7 var. Bug\u00fcn organik \u00fcr\u00fcnler satarak evine ekmek paras\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcren herkes minnetle anmal\u0131d\u0131r kendisini.\u201d <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu\u011fday\u2019dan arkada\u015flar\u0131m Victor ile birlikte foto\u011fraf\u0131m\u0131z olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordular bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 isterken. Hay\u0131r, yok\u2026 Neredeyse, 30 seneye yak\u0131n bir s\u00fcre ahbapl\u0131k etmi\u015fiz. Hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bu kadar \u00e7ok zaman\u0131na birlikte dokunurken ne benim, ne onun akl\u0131na gelmemi\u015f bir foto\u011frafta sonsuzla\u015fmak. O kadar ya\u015fam\u0131n kendisinden, o kadar bilindik bir \u015feymi\u015f ki bizimki, kimseye d\u00f6n\u00fcp de \u201cyahu bizim bir foto\u011fraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ek\u201d dememi\u015fiz bile. \u00d6ylesine yal\u0131n\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ye\u015fin Aydemir<\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Orada burada kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131rd\u0131k hep, araya s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ve ufak tefek zamanlarda. O daha \u00e7ok \u0130stanbul\u2019da idi, ben Ankara\u2019da. Yo\u011fundu, hep ko\u015ftururdu. Gece otob\u00fcs\u00fc ile gelip, di\u011fer gecenin otob\u00fcs\u00fc ile d\u00f6nerdi \u00e7o\u011funlukla. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck i\u015fte, f\u0131rsat olursa\u2026 K\u0131sac\u0131k bulu\u015fmalara ra\u011fmen \u015fimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da, epey zaman ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, \u00e7ok\u00e7a an\u0131 biriktirmi\u015fiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hat\u0131rlamamak da iyi geliyor asl\u0131nda bazen, zaman\u0131n i\u00e7inde mutluluk da \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc de kendi yerine oturuyor. Onunla ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011freniyorsun. Hepsinin zaman\u0131 var, biliyorsun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131z 1994 ya da 1996 senesinin ilkbahar aylar\u0131yd\u0131 galiba, \u015fimdi \u00e7ok iyi hat\u0131rlayam\u0131yorum zaman\u0131. Bodrum\u2019a karde\u015fimi ziyarete gitmi\u015ftim, ikizlerim \u00c7a\u011fda\u015f ve \u00c7a\u011flar ile. O zaman tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m Victor ile. Minicik bir Bodrum soka\u011f\u0131nda, kendi mek\u00e2n\u0131nda, ad\u0131 Bu\u011fday olan bir bulu\u015fma yeri. \u00dczerinde bir \u015fort, ayaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak, elma \u00e7ay\u0131 ikram etti \u00e7ocuklara. Ben de bir \u015fey yemi\u015ftim galiba, hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka bir \u015fey daha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ufak tefek an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z var bizim asl\u0131nda. Ayn\u0131 yolu y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck, ayn\u0131 m\u00fccadeleyi verdik, birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k-\u00e7abalad\u0131k, diyecek halim yok. Ama de\u011ferliydi ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz zaman. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Ciddi giysiler olmadan da \u00e7ok dinlenen s\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylemeyi bildi”<\/h1>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcn birileri kendisine Bu\u011fday Derne\u011fi’nin Ba\u015fkan\u0131 olarak daha ciddi k\u0131yafetler giymesi gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015f. Baz\u0131 toplant\u0131lar i\u00e7in Ankara\u2019ya gelmi\u015fti. Beni arad\u0131, o zaman Ankara\u2019da ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe g\u00f6t\u00fcrmemi istedi. Bir kamu kurumunda medya dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yap\u0131yorum, \u00e7ok \u015f\u0131k giyiniyorum falan. Al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f etti\u011fim \u00e7e\u015fitli yerler var. Bulu\u015ftuk K\u0131z\u0131lay\u2019da, gittik bir tanesine. \u015e\u0131k bir blazer ceket, bir iki kuma\u015f pantolon, g\u00f6mlek ve makosen bir ayakkab\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k birlikte. Bir kere bile g\u00f6rmedim \u00fczerinde ya da belki sadece g\u00f6mlekleri kulland\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Victor\u2019u yoluna g\u00f6nderdikten y\u0131llar sonra \u0130stanbul\u2019da ortak bir arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n evinde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Dolaba e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131 yerle\u015ftirirken orada g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ald\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Paketinden bile \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015f, \u00f6ylece duruyor. Anla\u015f\u0131lan o ki, ciddi giyinmesi gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yleyen her kimse, hi\u00e7 tan\u0131m\u0131yormu\u015f kendisini. O, giysiler olmadan da, her zaman \u00e7ok dinlenen s\u00f6zler etmeyi bildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00fcleci Hendek\u2019te Bu\u011fday\u2019\u0131n bulundu\u011fu bina yenilendikten sonra, bir oda yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kendisine. Beyaza boyanm\u0131\u015f meyve kasalar\u0131ndan bir masada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u00d6ylesine u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir g\u00fcnde gene minik bir bulu\u015fmam\u0131z oldu. Pantolunun d\u00fc\u011fmesinin bir deli\u011fi kopmu\u015f, birlikte bir \u00e7are icat etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. O d\u00fc\u011fme duruyor halen bir yerlerde, becerememi\u015ftik d\u00fc\u011fmeyi tamir etmeyi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Gene ciddi bir kelam etmeye gitmi\u015fti. Eminim \u00e7ok dinlenmi\u015ftir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Victor\u2019u bir kelimeyle anlat derseniz, sepeti gelir hemen akl\u0131ma” <\/h1>\n\n\n\n

\u0130kizlerimden birini yolcularken yan\u0131mdayd\u0131. Yemek masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerini reng\u00e2renk \u00fcr\u00fcnlerle doldurmu\u015ftu beni ne\u015felendirmek i\u00e7in. Mesela, o masan\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131 duruyor galiba bir yerlerde. Bir sepetle gelmi\u015f, onlar\u0131 yerle\u015ftirmi\u015fti tek tek masaya. Victor\u2019u bir kelimeyle anlat derseniz, sepeti gelir hemen akl\u0131ma. Yan\u0131mda oturup sakince teselli etti beni uzun zaman. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorum ama bizim zaman\u0131m\u0131z hep s\u00fck\u00fbnet i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7mi\u015ftir Victor ile. \u00c7ok fazla konu\u015fmadan ak\u0131p giden dakikalar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcne\u015fin beni arad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Ankara\u2019da Urfa u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131na bimeye haz\u0131rlan\u0131yordum. Bu\u011fday Derne\u011fi\u2019nin K\u00fclt\u00fcr Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ekece\u011fi \u015eahmaran belgeseli i\u00e7in. San\u0131yorum kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131kmak \u00fczereydim telefon \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Victor \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f galiba, dedi bana telefonda. Hay\u0131r, dedi\u011fimi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum hayal meyal. Annesi G\u00fclben\u2019e gitmi\u015fti Victor. Oradan Antalya\u2019daki ko\u015fuya kat\u0131lacakt\u0131, gene Dernek i\u00e7in. San\u0131yorum RunAntalya ko\u015fusuydu. G\u00fcne\u015fin de orada olacak, sonras\u0131nda \u00e7ekimler i\u00e7in yan\u0131m\u0131za gelecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“\u0130yili\u011fi, g\u00fczelli\u011fi pe\u015finden gelmi\u015ftir hep Victor\u2019un” <\/h1>\n\n\n\n

Telefondan sonras\u0131 tam bir ayakta olma hali benim i\u00e7in. Ko\u015fturmak, G\u00fcne\u015fin\u2019in, dostlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda olmak, yap\u0131lacaklara el vermek. Urfa yerine \u0130zmir u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131na bindim. \u0130nsanlar sel olup akt\u0131 Bitez\u2019e. Lalehan\u2019\u0131n sabaha kadar u\u011fra\u015farak yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zeytin dallar\u0131ndan bir \u00f6rt\u00fc ile sar\u0131p sarmalad\u0131k kendisini. \u00d6ylesine yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kendisine gidi\u015fi. Arkas\u0131ndan konu\u015fanlar oldu, baz\u0131lar\u0131 kula\u011f\u0131ma geldi, baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 uzaktan uza\u011fa i\u015fittim. G\u00fcl\u00fcp ge\u00e7tim hep. \u0130yili\u011fi, g\u00fczelli\u011fi pe\u015finden gelmi\u015ftir hep Victor\u2019un. Zannetmiyorum ki, o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bedenindeki b\u00fcy\u00fck ruhunu delip ge\u00e7sin k\u00f6t\u00fc laflar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu alemde ben G\u00fcne\u015fin\u2019in ablas\u0131 olarak bilinirim. Beni ba\u015fkalar\u0131na Ye\u015fin olarak tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran tek ki\u015fidir Victor. Hangi rengi severdi, en \u00e7ok hangi yemekten ho\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131, en \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi i\u015f neydi, ger\u00e7ekten bilmiyorum. Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l tarard\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc nas\u0131l y\u0131kard\u0131, hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. \u0130nsan kendisine ait an\u0131lar\u0131 bile zaman\u0131n i\u00e7inde unutuluyor. Ama ne\u015feli, hayata ba\u011fl\u0131, ak\u0131ll\u0131, fikir sahibi, idealleri olan birisi oldu\u011funu biliyorum. Bu D\u00fcnya\u2019ya iyi \u015feyler yapmak i\u00e7in gelmi\u015f birisiydi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7a\u011fda en \u00e7ok Victor gibilere ihtiya\u00e7 var. Bug\u00fcn organik \u00fcr\u00fcnler satarak evine ekmek paras\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcren herkes minnetle anmal\u0131d\u0131r kendisini. Victor bunu bekleyecek birisi de\u011fildi ama yap\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r bu diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum hep. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015ei\u015fli %100 Ekolojik Pazar’\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc oradayd\u0131m. Nas\u0131l bir emek, nas\u0131l bir beceri vard\u0131 arkas\u0131nda? Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmesine \u015fahit oldum orada. O g\u00fcn do\u011fan bebekler kocaman oldular \u015fimdi… Bir ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Victor\u2019un d\u00fc\u015fleri b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc, desem abartm\u0131\u015f olmam herhalde. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Velhas\u0131l\u0131kelam, iyi ki yollar\u0131m\u0131z kesi\u015fmi\u015f. Yan\u0131m\u0131za kalan bir k\u00e2r varsa bu hayatta, bize dokunan, iz b\u0131rakan, hat\u0131ras\u0131 ile bizi g\u00fcl\u00fcmseten insanlard\u0131r herhalde. Umar\u0131m ikimiz ad\u0131na da bir zenginlik olmu\u015ftur bu tan\u0131\u015fma\u2026Devri daim olsun\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131: <\/strong>Ye\u015fin Aydemir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Derne\u011fimizin kurucusu ve \u00fclkemizde ekolojik ya\u015fam bilgisi dola\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6nc\u00fcs\u00fc Victor Ananias\u2019\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131na, att\u0131\u011f\u0131 tohumlara, tarif ve \u00e7izimlerine ve onunla ilgili yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yaz\u0131lara victorananias.org<\/a> sayfas\u0131ndan ula\u015fabilirsiniz.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Victor Ananias\u2019\u0131n aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n 10. y\u0131l\u0131 an\u0131s\u0131na dostlar\u0131, onu ve att\u0131\u011f\u0131 tohumlar\u0131 anlatmaya devam ediyor… Anal\u0131 Kuzulu \u0130nisiyatifi Kurucusu Ye\u015fin Aydemir yazd\u0131: \u201cYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7a\u011fda en \u00e7ok Victor gibilere ihtiya\u00e7 var. Bug\u00fcn organik \u00fcr\u00fcnler satarak evine…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":206452,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,18,615],"tags":[150,248,689],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/206434"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=206434"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/206434\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":247407,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/206434\/revisions\/247407"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/206452"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=206434"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=206434"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bugday.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=206434"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}